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Thursday, November 10, 2005

   Müde - German word for tired....

   [...deep sigh...] Last week is indeed terrible... it's holiday yet I was on the floor manning over the agents on duty and covering shifts of the other agents who went home to their respective provinces for the holiday... It was indeed fun on the first days since there are only few calls and indeed so manageable... but of course there are two days which are not included on the holidays... just try to imagine, all the systems are down so you have to assist client manually in all the bookings and trackings, so many paper works needed to complete the job. A new system was then launched and it is not good at all, I was in the office too early and the first one who tried the new system as per advised which is not user friendly at all and has portions that are not needed in the said operations.. and also there are things that are not that easy to navigate... very time consuming and really, really affected my call handling time...

   I did all the booking for the rest of the day....wheewww.... I am so tired yet I am too badly needed to be there and assist my agents... I haven't have my breakfast yet as well as my lunch and even my dinner up to 2300.... I really don't know what to do... I am so stressed out!

   I have to beat dead lines to meet the cut off time... Oh my!... my head is aching, my stomach don't know food anymore... I don't feel hungry and even thirsty... what I got into my mind is my job, job, job... I kept on walking over the floor and did booking and assisting... hope I could have my self three so that I could do at least seven task all at once but I really can't... I am already multi-tasking actually and it made me feel like a robot and still made me feel so incomplete on the floor... I wanted to finish everything... I hope I can.... almost 2000 I guess I gave up.... I am so stressed out... I can't handle this anymore... I need someone to talk to.... called my Manong and talked to them and hear them out... I can't help but to cry and thank them so much for hearing me out...

   Oh God thank you... I don't know what life would be... or my life would be... I don't know my tomorrow...what happened made me miss to have a fellowship face to face to someone... I know it would be a very close friend whom trust is already build to share things out...

   Last Monday, my supervisor scheduled a one on one meeting with me... I thought it would just be for the updates of the new system, on my agents are doing, the talk time etc... nothing crossed my mind  actually... she congratulate me for a job well done for the past previous months that I am handling the project... told her I have done what my job requires me... then she has given me another proposal of a supervisory level... I never dreamed of this... I know others who have spent many years just to be on that level... my reaction... I actually declined the offer... I told her that I have plans of moving out of the company by next year... I'll pass my resignation first week of December... she's so unhappy of what she heard from me... but I already decided on it... she asked me if I already have a company to move in.. honestly speaking still none as of the moment.. then I saw her face brighten, she told me that why not think things over and she strongly recommends me for the position... i gave a deep sigh.. okay but I am not giving my Yes!....

   Lord, I'm not asking for this... I know greater opportunity means greater responsibilities... oh my... I don't know what to do... but I really wanted to moved out... whoever passby and read.. please pray for me...

   Praises and honour to You forever....



Posted at Thursday, November 10, 2005 by Star-Tariray
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Ephesians 16:12

Verse:   For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.
    -- Ephesians 6:12

Thought: :   The battle we face is not just a physical one. Instead, it is a spiritual battle with powers that we do not easily see and which are very powerful. We shouldn't dismiss this as an imaginary battle or as an irrelevant struggle. Just as clearly as Satan was crouching at Cain's door, desiring to have him, so he crouches at our door (Gen. 4:7). He will use his forces of evil to do all he can to defeat, destroy, or corrupt us. We must take this war seriously and recognize the spiritual power of our foe.

Prayer:   Father, forgive me for the times I have not taken the threat of evil seriously. Give me a holy revulsion for anything that is tied to what is unholy and opposed to your work and will. Let me not be deceived by temptation and deliver me from the power of the evil one in all of his forms. In the mighty name of Jesus I pray. Amen.

Posted at Wednesday, November 09, 2005 by Star-Tariray
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Monday, November 07, 2005
Good Neighbors

    Ephesians 4:25-28

   Dear Father, worthy of my love and obedience,

   May the thought of deceit or falsehood never enter into my relations with my brothers and sisters in Christ. Let all of us speak the truth with our neighbors, since we are members of each other.

   Don't let my anger turn into sin. May I never let the sun go down on my wrath. Don't let grudge-holding and unforgiveness on my part give the devil any opportunity.

   Help me never to covet anything that belongs to someone else, but rather to work with my mind and my hands to get the things needed by myself and others.

   In the name of Jesus who sacrificed himself for my sake. Amen.

Posted at Monday, November 07, 2005 by Star-Tariray
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