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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Hold me, it hurts!
   Suffering can become so intense at times that we don't know how we can take any more pain. It's in these moments that Jesus reassures us of His presence and sustains us, even though for reasons we do not understand the hurt is not taken away.

   It was not long ago, when I suffered into these pain that I do not know if I will still survive. It is not only once I cried to the Father to take this away from me and almost everyday I cried and of course loneliness crept in again and sadness hungs around me... I almost died of depression and loneliness...I remembered when I was young I always asked my mom to stay on my side and hold my hand and tells me that she will stay on my side as soon as the treatment is ended. Her hugs along with her loving reassuring words have carried me through those difficult times...

   That's a glimpse of what Jesus does for those who trust Him in their suffering. He draws us to Himself and says that He will be with us in our pain, for nothing can separate us from His love (Rom. 8:39). I was delivered... I know I have no one to turn to during those years except the Lord... It was so painful and I often cry out for release, but no relief comes... The pain persist, but I sense God's presence. I remembered I have this one entry into my diary that asked.... Where is God when it hurts?.... It was all written in red and has a big question mark on it... yet the Lord was so faithful... He is holding me during those years... Later, as I looked back, I can see how the Lord was with me, caring for me, meeting my deepest needs...

   I know, no matter what painful situation I may be facing today.... Jesus is holding me....

   We can go through anything, if we know Jesus is going with us...


Posted at Tuesday, October 18, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LoVe ThEy HaVe GiVeN (1)  

Sunday, October 16, 2005
   Excuse me, excuse me... [deep sigh] these are the words I heard speaking by  the person on the other line... I am not yet through in telling him reasons and explaining things yet he is so fast to react without letting me finish first what is the reason behind... of course you will get the result as "Mis-communication"... We tend not to stop and listen first then react as soon as the other person is done... we talk so much (including me) and we always and always "failed to listen first"... I worked into a customer service and talking to clients without letting you finished talking indeed really "Sucks"...

   Patience running dry of course and my human nature is coming out ... Lord help me! These scenario made me think about how I am doing as a Chrsitian in my relationship with the Father... did I listen attentively to what is HE telling me? Or I am just like any other who are so quick to reason out on all the many things He told me to do... Oh, my! I know I am so quick to reasoned out on all the things He wants me to do... I failed to listen to HIM and alot of times I failed HIM... I must learn how to listen and of course obey afterwards.... James 1:19 Let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak...   

Posted at Sunday, October 16, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

Friday, October 14, 2005
Happy Birthday!

Happy 18th birthday Precious!

"Happy Birthday" means much more
Than have a happy day.
Within these words lie lots of things
I never get to say. 
It means I love you first of all,
Then thanks for all you do.
It means you mean a lot to me,
And that I'm proud of you. 

But most of all, I guess it means
That I am thinking of you
on this very special day,
Happy Birthday.

God bless you Dear Sister
and that never forget to
walk on the light...

Posted at Friday, October 14, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

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