photo 8dc75db2-0bb6-4a58-948b-24ccb029828a.png

<< July 2005 >>
Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri Sat
 01 02
03 04 05 06 07 08 09
10 11 12 13 14 15 16
17 18 19 20 21 22 23
24 25 26 27 28 29 30

If you want to be updated on this weblog Enter your email here:

rss feed

Friday, July 22, 2005
Each of us is given a pocketful of time to spend however we may.

We use what we will...

We waste what we will...

But we never never get back a day...

Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Just some Sweets
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that he'll love you in return.

Just wait for it to grow in his heart, but if it doesn't, be happy that it grew in yours...

Posted at Wednesday, July 20, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

Monday, July 18, 2005
i NOW kNow
   Since yesterday I am occupied by this loneliness, sadness or this depression that they called it and it made feel so down the whole day and even up to now... I haven't talk to anyone about this because it made me feel like not to talk at all, not to do normal things that I love to do... it made me feel so lazy, it made feel not to open up, it made me feel to do things without my mind into it...

Sounds very stupid and scary I haven't gone to church yesterday... and I haven't heard uplifting words that would comfort me... I have this longing and I visited several Christian site to fill this longing and emptiness inside of me... I read several articles, newletters, sharing but still something is missing... what is this... I'm going crazy... I can't feel His presence with me... He seems so far.... I can't feel God right now, where in fact I know He is here.... why I can't feel Him... why am I feeling so sad where in fact I should not to... I can't find any reason at all to feel lonely and down.... I just don't know why...

I longed for something that I don't know what and why?.... until this morning in my devotion, I have been praying so hard To the Lord to tell me what is happening with me He actually leadeth me to this ...

Psalm 42
As the deer pants for the streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, O God,
My soul thrists for God, for the living God,
When can I go and meet with God?
My tears have been my food day & night,
while men say to me all day long,
"Where is your God?"
These things I remember as I pour out my soul;
how I used to go with the multitude
leading the procession to the house of God.
with shouts of joy and thanksgiving
among the festive throng...
why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
put your hope IN GOD,
for I will yet praise him.
my saviour and my God.
mY soul is downcast within me
therefore I remember you.... the day the Lord directs his love,
at night his songs is with me
a prayer to the God of my life.
.....Why are you so downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
For I will yet praise him,
my Saviour and my God...


   Now I know why I was so upset for the past few days.... I miss fellowshipping.... I indeed miss my fellow Christian believers... hearing their stories on the previous days where I haven't seen uplifts my spirits up... Oh, I love to go back to my church and sing again... Lord, I thank you so much... now I know that I needed to fellowship as well... and with that I won't forget to see and hear them out.... 

Next Page