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Saturday, July 16, 2005
Feeling Down...
   It's weekend and it's Saturday! Wheew, even though I have my day off yesterday I still feel so tired and exhausted on my job. Or maybe, I'm feeling so fed up with my daily work, it's already a routine that I attend daily and I feel really tired. I guess I want change, hmmmppp, I want change and I love to change... I indeed so tired of doing the same job over and over again...

I hate this feeling..... I feel so down as well, I don't know why?... I feel so sad and depress on something that I don't understand.... I don't know why? I feel a longing into my heart... I tried to check what is it... I can't find any... I can't think properly now... this is bothering me so much... I'm praying but I don't feel that my prayers are effective enough to reach heaven... I know it sounds crazy but it's true... it's like you're praying yet all of it are bouncing back to you...

Is this depression? why am I feeling this? I can't find any reason.... I have a family that I love through thick and thin... I have wonderful friends here, abroad and even online... what seems to be the problem... nothing is bothering me if I am not mistaken..... [deep sigh] I don't know what to do now... and I feel like crying... about something that I don't understand... is this depression? I'm praying but nothing is happening.... please do pray for me as well... I know GOD hears me and that He fully knows what I am feeling and going through....       

Posted at Saturday, July 16, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

Thursday, July 14, 2005
I'm Praying

God is answering our prayers in it's own time and way...

I'm praying,
I'm waiting,
Still thinking,
Still hoping,
I know He hears me,
I know He knew what's best for me
For sure He'll answer
The Prayer in my mind

Posted at Thursday, July 14, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

Tuesday, July 12, 2005
'...I keep working towards that day when I will finally be all that Christ... wants me to be.' Philippians 3:12

   All I ever wanted is to serve God and that I kept on grumbling about my work... I indeed doing good so far and that I am so focused in meeting the goal that has been set for me as a Customer Service Specialist... talked to my Manong & Manang last Sunday and I told him my wanting to give up my job which is actually getting even better he told me that this is where the Lord calls me and that my work right now is my ministry.... [deep sigh] now I know and I need to accept it though I do not loose hope on what I wanted to my self... so simple.... all I wanted is to serve God... to be a plain church secretary, to sing to him in the music ministry, to do mission work, to help in spreading the word... 

   What focus my heart on will determine how I spend my time and energy. It takes as much time to live a boring life, as totally rewarding one. The human brain has 2-billion megabytes of capacity as what science says, which only means I have loads of potential for learning and growth. But potential is only what could be. If I want my potential to become reality I need to start exercising my gifts... In Proverbs 29:18 says: "Where there is no vision the people perish....'(KJV). Dissatisfaction doesn't come from having nothing to do but a lack of direction. Too many of us are living a half life 'cause we've settled for less than God intended.
   My life experiences is determined by my vision - and the effort I'm willing to put into fufilling it. So I need to make a list of the areas that I think I need to grow, then focus on the three most important. And I should not be discourage if it doesn't happen overnight. I have to remember that really great things achieved in human history all took time...
   As what Paul said, '...I keep working towards the day when I will finally be all that Christ...wants me to be' (Phil 3:12). Notice, it's a process; and also I have to work at it! Some days it'll feel two steps forward and three steps back, but I should not give up... It's better to die for something than live for nothing. And unless I try something beyond what I already know, I won't grow at all.... So what do you think I should be waiting for? Life? I know it's waiting for me... so gotta get moving!... (",) 

Posted at Tuesday, July 12, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

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