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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Heavy Wednesday

   Done doing my new job.... received mails from my friends and did reply to all of those... I was wondering about my other friends whom I never heard of... what happened to them? what are they doing at this very moment?... are they all alright?.... my mind were full of thoughts of them...

      Another day will pass again and right now I am in the middle of the week, indeed time flies so fast. I can't think right today... I don't know why? I have this friend of mine that really troubles me... she's one of my closes but when I returned back from Malaysia she seemed so cold and distant... so near yet so far... I don't know why and really can't think of the reason what did I have done and why things gone sour... all I can do right now is to pray for her and for me as well... I'm checking my self if I have done something wrong as well but really can't think of anything...[deep sigh]....

   I already got a confirmation from my supervisor that I'll be in the graveyard shift by next week... that's alright with me... I don't have a choice actually but anyhow I'm trying to like and to love my new job... e-mails and news from a distant shore lighten up my day... actually it did my day complete....

   Don't have plans at all for next month... ha..ha..ha.. next month would be my natal day.... I'm not getting any younger actually... 

   Dear Lord, 
      I thanked thee for everything that you have given me... you know what I'm feeling today Father... and that indeed I have a heavy heart for this friend of mine... please take this away and be upon me. Forgive me if I have done something wrong to my neighbor... forgive me Lord.... I'm lifting everything into your care... in this I beg and I pray in Jesus mighty name... Amen...

Posted at Wednesday, May 25, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

Tuesday, May 24, 2005
My Malaysian Friends

   It was during my stay at Malaysia that I gained wonderful friends... Friends that I dearly treasure, friends that I can talked things with, friends that I hang out with, friends that bridges the gap of one's culture, traditions and race.... Friends who cares no matter what is your standing in life, Friends who will stick to you through thick and thin, friends who cares and friends whom you wishes to be with no matter what...

   These are my Malaysian friends that I met and gained for my short stay in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia..  I came to create poems dedicated to them and let me share it with you...   

* More than End *

Little things does matter
Simple things could do
They say it just a matter
And not so many could do

I tried to break what's matter
Unleash and go beyond
But then he started to be bother
And does his worry came

I tried to fix what bothers
So this his worries end
Just wanted to assure
That you matter more than end...


There is nothing....
much purer,
much lovelier,
much colorful,
much sincere,
much enjoyable,
and nothing much meaningful
being a Friend to someone
and having a Friend as Lovely
As You....

Poem dedicated to Alvin Anand "KOKO" Jeyamohan 
May 18, 2005 - Thursday / Poem Re-write Date
Bayview side - Port Dickson
Sealed with my kiss

May 6, 2005 - Friday / Date Poem Created 
V-source / Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
9th Floor / Seat-in beside Annie
Done during the coaching process


* I Never *

I never knew
Beyond my thoughts
To met a friend like you

I never ask
From God above
To give me one, it's you

I never dreamed 
That you will come
To share these things with me

I never felt
This way before
How happy I have been

I never want
This moment to end
But I can't stop the time

I'll never let
This time to pass
Without you knowing, what's inside

I'll never wish
that you'll never know
How much, I have treasured you... 

Poem dedicated to Dev  Anand Daniels 
May 18, 2005 - Thursday / Poem Re-write Date
Bayview side - Port Dickson
Sealed with my kiss

May 9, 2005 - Friday / Date Poem Created 
Crown Plaza Hotel - Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
8th Floor / Study Table Room 822 
Over-looking the Famous Petronas Tower
1230 in the morning

* Cherished Friend *

God must have known, there would be times
We'd need a word of cheer
Someone to praise a truimph
Or brush away a tear

He must known we'd need to share
The joy of "Little Things"
In order to appreciate
The happines life brings

I think He knew our troubled hearts
Would sometimes throb with pain
At trials and misfortunes
Or some goal we can't attain

He knew we'd need the comfort
Of an understanding heart
To give us strenght and courage
To make a fresh new start

He knew we'd need companionship
Unselfish...... Lasting..... true......
And so God answered the hearts great need
With Cherished Friend like YOU!....

Poem dedicated to Avin ~ BeeBoy~
May 18, 2005 - Thursday / Poem Re-write Date
Bayview side - Port Dickson
Sealed with my kiss

   My sincerest appreciation in all the things that you have done to us during our stay @ Kuala Lumpur... Time surely will pass and we will meet new friends, new people from different walks of life... but you guys will never forgotten and will always be remembered..... I'm lifting everything to the Lord that He may bless you friends with more than you ever given us... that he will prosper the works of your hands and be upon you as always...

Monday, May 23, 2005
Let it be done

   Arrived early today... my mind is set already on my new job that I will be handling... Fedex Australia OSPR Team... I undergone training for the rest of the day and done some work briefing as well... As of the moment they are still checking what shift would I be. I was advised awhile ago that I will be covering Graveyard shift but still no confirmation. Anyways, my whole day is not a busy day for me... I done updating this blog of mine, done checking all my mails and answering it as well... what else ummm still on the process of downloading my pictures in Boracay to my on-line photo Album... I have written news to my friends way back in Malaysia... hearing their stories make me feel I am with them... (deep sigh) hope I will come back there... someday... somehow.... somewhere.... I miss the Cheeky Monkeys namely Avin, Anand and Dev... and also the Vsource Agents who are Annie, Penky, Shakila, Kasthuri, Linda, Jeannie, Sue, Colin and many others to mention... I miss all of them... I cannot tell when will I be able to meet them again...

   My new job is another challenge for me to do and to finish. This is another stage of my life now. I don't have plans because I have given that plans back to the Lord.. whatever comes, comes.. whatever happens, let it happened... Let thy will be done Oh Lord into my life....

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