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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
" I Promise "

~ I Promise ~

Lord, You know my heart
And all my desires
And the secret things
I'll never tell Lord,
You know them well

Though I may be young
I see and understand
That at times like sheep we go astray
And things get out of hand

So I promise to be true to YOU
To live my life in purity as unto YOU
Waiting for the day when I hear YOU say
Here is the one I have created
Just for you

Until then, O LOrd
I will be content
Knowing that true love will
Will come someday
It will only come from YOU

'Cause I have seen the suffering
That loneliness can cause
When we choose to give our love away
Without a righteous cause



Posted at Tuesday, April 12, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

Monday, April 11, 2005
~ In My Silence ~

   It's been quite sometime now that I have this poem with me... I have given up everything to the Lord and I already get over it... and right now let me just share this poem to all of you... that once in my life I learned to love a person that wheter I kept on denying and hiding it the more it shows... LOL... funny isn't it? I learned alot of lessons from that.... and now I can just laugh and smiled everytime I looked back....  

I have Loved You In Silence

Whenever I looked at you
I feel sudden sadness
Because I know you are someone
Who could never be mine

Maybe you have noticed
The sudden changes
I am having lately,
I just couldn't handle it anymore
I can't go on pretending

I hate myself
For not being able to admit
I am too afraid of the consequences
That are bound to happen

Your smile keep on haunting me
My mind is telling me to forget you...
But how?

For long I have loved you in silence
I tried to show it
Hoping that you'll soon see
The feelings I hide
Yet... you are blind
Or maybe you're just not ready
For something like this
Or maybe you are waiting for my move
A move that might never happen

The distance between us
Is getting bigger 
I couldn't do anything
But to admire from a distance
I know whatever happens
You and I will remain just a dream

Only in my dreams
I can hold you
Only there I can tell
Your mine
But when the dream is finally over
Reality creeps through my heart
And says you're someone
Who could never be mine



Posted at Monday, April 11, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

Friday, April 08, 2005
"Vida después de la muerte"

Life From Death

"por lo tanto si cualquier persona está en Cristo, él es una nueva criatura; las viejas cosas pasadas lejos; behold, las nuevas cosas han venido." --2 corinthians 5:17
"Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creature, the old things passed away; behold, new things have come." - - 2 Corinthians 5:17

   This is the continuation of the sudden death that i have experienced and let me share it to you about my realization into certain things that is happening to me lately...

   To those with ears to hear and eyes to see, there will be very great release from unbearable burdens in the language of autum trees, just like for example when they dress most gloriously in preparation for death... 

   The red of the leaves is the sign of the cross. Winter follows, when snow closes everything in frozen silence... the trees then are skeletons, but wonders are being performed under the surface of things. Spring comes and the hidden wonders burst out all at once in the open... tiny shrouts, swelling buds, touches of green and red where all seemed hopeless the day before...

   It just made me wonder that if the leaves had not been let go to fall and wither, it the tree had not consented to be a skeleton for many months, there would be no new life rising, no bud, no flower, no fruit, no seed, no new new life at all...

   "The Lord had brought growth in me through knowing and loving him.... something that I won't regret and cannot regret, though there have been times when I wished I'd never met him. I have to give him to the Lord regularly. I live "present tense" more than ever before and I have managed to overcome the plaguing desire to know if "we" will eventually "work out". I've told the Lord I want to be an obedient servant, and He shout back, "and are you willing to face grief and pain or whatever it takes for me to make you that?"..... even though I felt unable, I said, "What choice do I have? I know too much to drop the ballnow. There's no turning back. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't afraid and scared... But YOU, Oh LOrd has brought me this far and already my joy is unspeakable....  

Make me a servant
Humble and meek
Lord let me lift up those who are weak
and may the cry of my heart always be
Make me a servant
Make me a servant
Make me a servant today.....


Posted at Friday, April 08, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

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