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Saturday, April 02, 2005
~ God Said ~

GoD SaiD

If you never felt pain,
Then how would you know that I'M A HEALER?

If you never went through difficulties,
How would you know that I'M A DELIVERER?

If you never had a trial,
How would you call yourself an OVERCOMER?

If you never made sadness,
How would you know that I'M A COMFORTER?

If you never made mistakes,
How would you know that I'M FORGIVING?

If you knew all,
How would you know that I WILL ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS?

If you never were in trouble,
How would you know that I WILL COME TO RESCUE YOU?

If you never were broken,
Then how would you know that I CAN MAKE YOU WHOLE?

If you never had a problem,
How would you know that I CAN SOLVE THEM?

If you never went had any sufferings,
Then how would you know that JESUS WENT THROUGH?

If you never went through the fire?
Then how would you become PURE?

If I gave you all things,
How would you be able to APPRECIATE THEM?

If I never corrected you?
How would you know that I LOVE YOU?

If you all had power,
Then how would you learn to DEPEND ON ME?

If your life was perfect,
Then what would YOU NEED ME FOR?

   Dear God,

   Please forgive me for all of my doubting, forgive me for not trusting, forgive me for being a hard headed person forgive me if I kept on asking... I remembered when my spiritual brother told me that ...I am a person who has so many "Why's"... forgive me Lord... let me solely trust you, let me let you be God into my life..... you who created me and know's my destiny... please forgive me... I thank you so much for letting me realized it all...Oh my GOD, please be upon me.... this I pray in Jesus name... Amen  

Posted at Saturday, April 02, 2005 by Star-Tariray
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Friday, April 01, 2005
~ Happy Birthday! ~

To My Kikay sister Apples!

I have nothing to say,
I have nothing to tell,
I have nothing to give,
Because for sure you already got them all!
A loving mom, a brother and sisters and friends,
And most of all a loving Father up above...

We love you Apples and that we are wishing you all the
Best... all the best among the rest...
Happy, happy, happy birthday!

Posted at Friday, April 01, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

Thursday, March 31, 2005
~ I am Blessed ~

Hold - Up... Robbery... What's next?

But despite of all these I am BLESSED!


   It's been awhile I haven't updated this on-line diary of mine, I miss blogging but because of my very busy schedule prevented me to logged in for awhile... my written diary is always up to date on what is happening to me... [deep sigh]....I know things happened with reason and purpose and nothing happens by chance....let me share to you my story happened just last week that really made me even closer to God....It happened for two consecutive weeks and it really made me think, paused for a while and even examined my self... 


   I have a not so good experience last Friday, dawn of March 18, 2005...I was robbed by two armed males and took everything from me...nothing left but my self...I was schocked of course and really don't know what to do....the one on my right pointed a knife into my side advising me to be still while the other on my left were busy taking all my belongings from me...they took me into the darkest part of the street...I haven't see anyone around and there is no one would be able to help me up....I can't think properly during those times all I have in mind is the Lord and I kept on praying all the more...after the robbers gotten everything and ran away I was left alone in the dark street where they took me...what happened bring me down to my knees in the middle of that dark street and prayed...I am asking the Lord to give me knowledge & wisdom and courage to know what should I do....I am not scared to die that's for's just shocked me and really indeed surprised me...I am so thankful that God let me live and let those robbers spared my life and did not took advantage on me...though I lost everything...I am still blessed and I know God still has plans for me...losing all of what I have didn't make me sad at all it's just like as if nothing happens.....


   I continue to live my life as normal on the following days and tried to request all my legal was Holiday way back then here in my country and another “Hold-Up / Robberry” again happened on the 24th of March @ 1840 but this one scared me not for my self but for my officemate who did not know the Lord yet.... we were on our way home riding a public utility bus when two armed men declared hold-up... the 1st man was shouting and cursing us.. me and my officemate was seated at the back portion of the bus and one of the robbers which sitting near to us stood up siezed all our belonging.... I believed that God let me experienced this kind of situation ahead so that I would be able to think properly and clearly…the robber no 1 went into our location commanded me to stand up and transferred into another seat…he pushed me to the window side while commanding my other officemate to transfer next to me… my officemate were in state of shock and already hysterical… the robbers sat beside us still cursing and aiming the knife into my officemate while his hands were running all over into our body still searching for any hidden money that we still got… this robber as what I have observed will not take a second thought to kill us on the spot… he tried to aimed the knife into my neck when I reasoned out and answered him back but then his companion called him and advised that they have to go, the robber no 1 walked away for awhile and I grabbed that oppurtunity to hold my officemates hand and lead a prayer….. Were only six people left inside the bus and they got everything, before they left they commanded us to lie down and advised the driver to close the light then got off… my officemate were already crying stood up running to the bus door leaving me behind…I stood up and followed her…everybody inside the bus were shocked, crying and really empty handed after what happened. No one wanted to report what happened but not me. I advised my officemate to go and report what happened to the nearest police station together with another victim. It’s another hopeless case but I still have the picture of the two robbers in my mind. I could still figured out as well all the details on what happened… everything was still fresh into my mind, everything is just happened like a snap…. (deep sigh) we were harrassed of course… physically and emotionally…. It’s kinda traumatic especially to me, this is the 2nd time around and really made me wonder and asked God another “Why?” again…. I cried not on what I have lost, I cried because somehow one way or another I forgot to share God to this officemate of mine…I thanked God that He gave me another chance to share Him to this gal….


   I have nothing as in nothing... all my things was taken away by the robbers all my salary for this month were all there, I don’t know how to go home now but I just let God worked into me. The policeman gave me 20 pesos to go home and I am so thankful for that…though it is not enough I kept on praying. I met a couple touched by God and offered me for a ride home…God indeed is so good…. I cannot think of about anything right now, when I arrived home I called my mom and she was so thankful that I am home now as well as to those people who helped me out… I proceed to my bed and cried out so loud….I’m praying and kept on thingking what I might have done wrong that does not please the Lord…no answer… I fell asleep and the incident was flashed back into my dreams …. Why this time it’s so scary…..


   What I have been through will not hinder me in praising God.... it gave me a very strong reason at all to praise and glorify Him even more.... I believed God wanted to deal something in me and that I have figure out what it is all about…. I have given up everything into his care and that whatever His plans is…let it be done into my life….to HIm my praises will always be as long as I live... 


You know greater that I

You know the way

I gave up the need to know why

I'll rely on the answers that You will supply

For you know greater than I 


   I know I am blessed .... Thank you for hearing me out ....keep safe, be bless and be a blessing and God bless you all...   

Posted at Thursday, March 31, 2005 by Star-Tariray
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