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Thursday, February 17, 2005
~ When she started to ask... ~

WhEn sHe StArTeD tO ASK...

   The week is almost ended and I did not noticed it. Busy..busy...busy...I am so busy on my job...goodness grace!!! If you happen to ask me what made my day? First is that I woke up 0200 in the morning, do my morning devotion, then prepared my self for work, then headed to the office, opened my mails and answered some, then take calls, update my blog, over-time until 1700 then went home straight, prepared myself to go to bed then take a good night sleep @ 0800. See, my work almost ate my life except on weekends. Gosh, I have to gave up my cell group for this I miss them so much and that I am praying that somehow things will be back again. I'm lifting all these up to You oh, LOrd.

   It's been awhile when I stopped mentioning the name of Manong inside the family and my sisters most especially "Precious" are wondering what happened to him these past few days. I myself don't know what is the latest about him since I stopped communicating to him by choice(I know it is God's permissive will that happened). She was just so curious why I haven't mentioning his name for the past couple of weeks which I just told her I know he's doing fine and in the best of health and God is glorified in everything he says and do....I know that despite of trials that would come across his way he will be able to stand up to all of those because God will be his strenght and courage for all of those. Then Precious will just listen and would asked again any learnigns and sharing from him? I just tell her... oh, none for the moment because he is so busy to his work and same with me. We both don't have time to chat anymore.....then still un-contented on my reasoning she will just tell me "hay, kailangan ko nang mag-on-line!" then she'll walk away from me....a deep sigh will come out from me again...Lord, I'm praying for everything and that I believed you make things settled out for this...

   I have a very hard time negotiating to my supervisor about my plans of going to Baguio. They knew for a fact that I already filed a vacation leave for three days yet they are kept on ignoring me for that request...I understand it because the volumes of the calls are kept on pouring in and that we are needed to meet some quotas for this. Oh God, be upon me and that shower me more of patience to endure and carry on all of this. I'm praying that you will touch the hearts of my supervisor as well.

   Why I wanted to go there? maybe you will is because I need to unwind and take a break from all of my scheduled routine...I think I needed a pause after all the problems that I have cause, I think I needed to stopped for a while and to examine myself, I think I needed to be free from all of these, I think I need to comtemplate on what is happening on me lately, and most of all I think there is a needed for me to talk to God and have an intimate moment with Him again.....all of these were raised up WhEn ShE sTaRtEd to AsK (Precious & Apples).

   Another day will passed and all of these will be forgotten yet God's promises are treasure to hold and to cling on which gives me hope and motivates me to go on and continue living.....

Psalm 42:11
Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my savior and my God. 

Rolling Eyes


Posted at Thursday, February 17, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

Wednesday, February 16, 2005
~ I will still continue......~

HaPpY BiRtHdAy MaNaNG LiZeTtE!! ~...~...~...~...~...~...~...~...~...~...~...~...~...~...~...~ ~...~...~...~...~...~...~...~

   I rang Manang Lizette and sung her the world’s familiar tune when somebody celebrate his/her natal day! LOL…she was so surprised of course because I believed I did woke her up in the middle of her sleep and it is only 0455 when I rang her..LOL…I greeted her up and advised her that I am coming over there by next week. I asked her to pray with me of thanks giving to God for adding another year into her life..we bid goodbye afterwards.

   I have seen my other supervisor entered my office asking for me to proceed on the floor after I hung up. The calls are already pouring in. Adjust my lunch break and advised me for another over-time..Sigh..

   I texted Chinnie to confirm my sleep-over to her place but got a reply that she will not be able to attend to me since her mom is on the place. Good thing for her, told her that it will be alright.

   Have a new trainee on my side, I remembered Myla not long ago when I still trained her in handling calls. Sigh, time flies so siwftly…now Myla is not here in the company and doing good outside in the new job that she is up to right now.

   Same as usual, my day goes smoothed and good. Answered e-mails, doing calls, trained new CSR on the floor, have my prayer & fasting, update my "Best Friend" which is my blog, continue on working into my website, surf the net, logged in into my Yahoo Messenger but when I found no friend on-line I logged out, visit my site, I will still continue on hoping….still believing….continue on loving….continue on dreaming…continue on living…continue on praying…..continue on trusting the Lord... 

   Lord, I thank you so much for everything most especially this day...bless me and make me a blessing to bless others as well...In this I pray in Jesus name. Amen.

Posted at Wednesday, February 16, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

John 3:17

   For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.
    -- John 3:17

   God is not the big Scrooge in the sky, critically looking down on his flawed children and waiting to condemn those who mess up. Instead, he saw how broken, flawed, and messed up we were and entered our world to save it ... to save us. God's purpose in sending Jesus is our life and our salvation.

   Heavenly Father, deliver me from the sin that entangles my actions and pollutes my heart. Create in me a clean heart and renew a right spirit in me through your Holy Spirit. Thank you for your forgiveness and grace. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Posted at Wednesday, February 16, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

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