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Wednesday, February 09, 2005
~ DesPIte of PainS & tRouBles ~

Despite of pains and troubles...

   I don’t have any other highlights after the last one that I have been through with my spiritual brother, honestly speaking I miss him so much but I thank you Lord that everyday you have given me hope and everyday you are healing me to forget him and to live the life I once had just like before my spiritual brother came into the picture… You have given me hope Lord to continue living just like what is written on the books of Psalms 71:14…"I will always have hope; I will praise you more and more"…

   Let me thank you Lord and praise you that despite of those troubles and pains you maketh me able to stand and to lean and trust you even more just like what is written in ..Psalms 71:20 " Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depth of the earth you will again bring me up."…Praise you Lord for this, I know my life will still continue without him in my life anymore and I thank you for knowing and meeting wonderful friends from this walk of life of mine…

   I can’t think of about something today…I don’t know why?…perhaps I am too tired for the past few days thinking and dealing with what I have…LOL…(Smile)…. Well, I am indeed so stressed out yet it didn’t ruined my day. I praise you, God for giving me a very busy day to delve into with. I’m busy doing, updating, leaving messages, posting comment into my blog as well as into other blog, I found my cell phone beside my station already stopped charging (I forgot it the whole night huh..)..I went downstairs to claimed my friend’s picture and stole another minute of my lunch break which is 0830 in the morning (could you believe it’s my lunch break..LOL) to dropped by at Shing’s office to say Hi! And to get the exact time of the gathering of iV’s tomorrow night. The calls kept pouring in like a water..sigh…. but before I forget let me greet my sister…

Ate Moonjay


Birthday Surprise Party


 "HaPpY, hApPy BIrThDaY!

Were not getting any younger…LOL… ROTFL 

Have to park right now and can’t hardly wait for the event tomorrow…Yehhey

Posted at Wednesday, February 09, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

Tuesday, February 08, 2005
~ LEt mE tRUst YoU ~


Where there is faith, there is love;
Where there is love, there is peace;
Where there is peace, there is God;
And where there is God, there is no need.Leo Tolstoy

   Monday is the busiest day of the week after 2 days off over the weekend, Grabeh! Every one is indeed so busy and into something, you can’t even bother them because of the new work to deal with and old work to finish..hala! I scanned my blog and found other post on my tag board that make me smile and raised my eyebrow…LOL… I busied my self visiting other blog and post my comment. I was so glad to received messages from my Best friend Chinie, dropping by to say Hi!. I did went home late finishing my job. I am indeed so sleepy and so tired during our home bible study in the   evening which is supposed to be my sleeping time fro my early shift on the following day, thank God that I already read the topic before hand and automatically gave my sharing to take my sleepiness away. Another day passed and another day to look forward to…

   Tuesday…so busy surfing the net for blog templates, I did found several sites and templates yet still double thinking how to go about it…I didn’t have a good sleep because of a sudden family problem arise in the middle of the morning. It did not make us sleep because of worries and I lifted it up to the Lord and let Him handle it…Thank you Lord for that…do my morning devotion….arrived office early, cheked emails and replied to some, cheked my blogg and scanned the others…went on the floor for calls…stayed behind asking help from Mike about my blogg and went home late with Debbie…

   Dear God, I thanked you so much for a wonderful day…trials come and they go and left me still standing still with your love and guidance...yesterday is another day to learned from and live by and tomorrow again will be another day of hope, and dreams to look upon…thank you so much for this day…Let me trust you oh God for my life and that let me put all of my hope into you..for it’s You I live for everyday….amen…

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Posted at Tuesday, February 08, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

Monday, February 07, 2005
~ AnOtHeR WeeK 2 cOuNt ~

AnoTHer WeeK To cOuNt


   Last Friday is another week ender for me… I think of a friend that is so dear to me that it made me to come up with a poem dedicated to him, her to all of them…to all of my friends that I dearly love and cherish…I praise you Father for giving me friends that lifted me up.  Friends where I could get lessons with, rely on, I could call during bad times and good times, friends that I could cry on, laugh with. Friends where sometimes hurted me and cause me pain…Friends who make me complete and friends whom strengthens me…Father, I’m lifting up all of my friends to you and that bless them, be upon them, prosper the works of their hands and be keep them safe…


   Saturday, I didn’t woke up the usual (0300 am) because of my right eye still aching but still I tried to get up @ 0500 am to helped my mom washed our clothes…I cleaned the house, rinse all the what is needed and then took a bath….I did have my morning devotions afterwards…thank you Lord for what a wonderful day to start with you. I read Psalms 73 verses 25-26 strikes me the most.. “Whom have I in heaven but You? And there is none upon the earth that I desire beside You. My flesh and my heart fail but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever”….I cried upon reading this verse that I could even gave a tune into it and started singing it and be my favorite verse….it made me realized the things that I hoped and wishing to happened….sigh…is nothing compared to His glory…upon praying to Him something crossed my mind…I remembered my previous relationship with my friend Yani and right now with my Manong…It just gave me a smile remembering the two of them…I am not hurt anymore…I don’t feel pain anymore…..God healed me….and that I am so thankful of…I can’t think of any reason at all but I am happy and have the gladness into my heart that these two wonderful people are already part of my life now, in which I could take a glance back for awhile and remembered beautiful and fruitful memories of my past ….I’m looking forward to a brighter  future that there are times that I do failed to follow what God wants me to be yet He is the strength of  my heart for me to continue…I have a very good afternoon with the Lord and that I am so blessed of…..I thank you Lord for letting me experienced these things…..I have nothing deep in my heart but to love and be loved and that I praised God that in someway or another I felt being loved and right now I continue on loving and will continue…..


   Sunday Service was indeed a blessing for the whole congregation..I lead the Praise and worship and guess what? I my self could not believed it as well… the gladness I had in my heart shown into me upon the service for Him…I believed it is the outpouring of joy and gladness of my heart in praising Him and thanking Him for what He has done into my life….I am so blessed and so happy and indeed I’m in-love to my 1st love which is the Lord…my cup overflows….Halleluiah…


   Monday, every things falls into it’s place and that God be God of my life…be upon me…shower me thousand of patience and guide me….I answered all my e-mails, update my blog, comment into other blogs as well, praise God, prayed to Him, smiled my problems away, became another performer in the floor again, I laughed, I commented, I felt joy seeing the comment of my best friend Chinnie, I hope again, dream again, and keep believing again…….I will continue on loving HIM….him…them…


Posted at Monday, February 07, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

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