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Thursday, January 27, 2005
~ Reason's For Everything ~

rEaSoNs FoR eVeRyThInG

   It's just only today that I have to let go of a very special made me wonder and asked God why? Why things happened this way and not on that way? Why these things happened to me not to her or to him?....indeed so many questions that kept on floating into my mind that needed an immediate answer...yet I did not get any....days for sure will become weeks and weeks become months yet the probable answers were not at hand...I wanted to gave up searching for those reasons that I wanted to be answered yet God is so loving and wanted me to learn that things was indeed happened with reasons and purpose and that I must learn how to wait and He’ll reveal what he got for me….

   God’s choice involve His plans for a whole universe – all the atoms, all the worlds, all the people, pretty and ugly, rich and poor. He’s engineering an intricate pattern for good, and part of that pattern might necessitate lending me a person for me to appreciate then later on to take it back to Him for a much greater plans for me……

Proverbs 19:21 Many are the plans in a man’s heart but it is God’s plans will prevail..

   Indeed God is God who knows greater than I…I have plans yet God’s plans is far more greater than what I could ever hope or dreamed of. It was only recently that I came to understand to let God be God of my life and that to let Him lead and master of my life…

   Whenever I came to think of a friend who will go away and leave me I felt so sad and indeed pain of not seeing him and hearing from him again. But I just let it be because it is needed as well…since God is the one who gave him to me and that He has plans, reasons and purpose why this friend of mine should have to go…or should have to stay…

   People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON, or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is for a person, you will know what to do for that person.

   When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered, and now it is time to move on.

  Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season. 

   Then someone will come to share with you for your LIFETIME here on earth. LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that God love is and that He bridges the gap where a never ending friendship starts. Thank you for being a part of my life!



Posted at Thursday, January 27, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

Tuesday, January 25, 2005
~ NoT jUSt aNy ORdiNArY dAy ~

.....nOt JuSt AnOtHeR oRdInArY dAy....


Ecclesiates 3:11

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end...


   Dear Lord,


   I thank you for this day...indeed this isn't any ordinary day of my life. I thanked you for the life that you bestowed again to me and another hope that you have given to me. I am really so blessed in all the things that I have today most especially to the friends that you have given me who are always there to build me up and encourage me to go on living this life of mine..Lord, actually I have no plans of going to the office today because I was so stressed out from the calls that I handled yesterday...sigh...yet the day is worth working for.


   I did woke up early and indeed the fullness of the moon shining so bright together with the stars gracing the morning sky gives me sign for a very wonderful day again to behold. It is a very beautiful sight that is why I am walking with my head up high praising and smiling to God. I still have inside of me the troubles that happened to me last friday night with a friend..sigh..I know Lord that you will be the one who will patched up what has been torn apart between the two of us...after all it is my fault since I'm the one who opened it all up...God I know for sure that after all of these you will make this relationship with her more lovelier each passing day and that I will not have any doubt at all about her friendship with me. Lord, truly I cannot fathom what you plan for me yet all I can do right now is to stand still let you be God of my life...

   I have seen my spiritual brother on-line and he told me that he'll be here 5-7 weeks from now. Wow, really God is indeed God. He maketh things able and possible in His own way. I also received a messages from the friend that I am praying for "Thank you Lord for her". Indeed she is so sorry for what she said to me last Friday. Apology accepted and I am so thankful about this all Lord...Now I have something to think and ponder of about he coming over..Lord I know it would be not right if I will met him without the knowledge of this friend of mine. Please Lord maketh me able to have this right in your eyes and that I do hope that my brother won't be angry with me. Praise and honour be yours forever....

Posted at Tuesday, January 25, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

Monday, January 24, 2005
~ Pain, pain, go away! ~

Pain, pain go away ....

and please don't come in any day... 

   I don’t know what’s inside of me…I don’t know why I’m feeling blue…I’m not sad but just don’t feel right that’s all. I don’t even want to go up and enjoy the weekend…I think this is still a carried over feeling from the conversation with a friend I had last night. Sigh…. Why should I have to come to this?? Would this be that bad? Oh, God! Please take this away and please heal me and make me strong in any manner that this stupid feeling will affect me, in my relationship to my friend, to my best friend and most of all to you as my God. This is not love I believe, this is just a mere admiration or appreciation for this friend of me…Lord, please don’t let this feeling go wrong and that please hold this for me. In this I beg and I pray…

   Talked to a friend from Baguio and indeed had some misunderstanding that hurted me so bad and things that has been revealed to me. Oh God! I love this friend of mine and that I really can’t understand why should she have to think of me as a rival in her relationship with another best friend of mine??. Lord, I’m praying to please take it away from her and that please hold our hearts that we may not think each other as an opponent for his attention and love…sigh…It did hurt me because after all the while she think of me as a rival which even in my dreams I never thought that things to her…goodness…well…I felt so sad really I am…the thought of this friend about me made me so sad…. But God you know me full well…why does people tend to judged me the way I looked and the way I act?? Sigh, but it is you Oh God who knew me full well…I’m praying for these friend or friends of mine.. Please touch their hearts and let them realize that I am indeed a friend.

   Went home late updating my on-line blog and chatting to other friends on-line…

   Send me home safe Oh Lord and that stay and don’t leave me….

   Received text messages from Chinnie that made me smile and cry…. And hoped and prayed that why can’t all friends of mine be like her??

   Sent: 21:12:58 01-20-2005 Good pm! Star my dearest best friend.. I know u might b on your way 2 bed now. Star, I just want u2know that my feelings were indescribable as I read your messages here in d journal. U r a very splendid & wonderful friend. I AM SO LUCkY 2HAV MET & KNOWN U. Forever I will cherish you my friend. I love you Star. Take care always. God bless you my precious friend..muwahh…

Posted at Monday, January 24, 2005 by Star-Tariray
LeT mE kNoW UR tHoUgHtS.......  

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